Dear little girls,

Wow I am almost 6mths along. I am huge. Mark is supportive but I know  in my heart he is not your father. I mean he says it dosen't matter but it dose. I was raped. I hate that word rape. It is the single most horrible thing it truly makes you want to die. I love you babies but I hate you. I know that is evil to say but I am going to be 100% honest. I never wanted to be pregnant. I am fourteen. I miss my old life. I try to keep my head held high but I just want to sit and cry.

I cannot write anymore.

I am sorry for any decision I have to make