Dear little babies,

I decided to start letters to you. I will probably never give them to you but who knows. I am 5 months pregnant right now. I feel you both moving. I have started an internet school so I can stay home. I am living with a nice guy and he tells me that you guys are blessings. I don’t know yet what I will do after you are born. Will I give you up or keep you? I don’t think I would be able to love you without somehow hurting you. Not physically of course. I mean how will I tell you that you were conceived out of rape. My parents who are your grandparents wanted me to get an abortion but I wouldn’t. They kicked me out. You have an uncle on the way and have 2 aunts and 1 uncle already. Well, I am done for today.

I love you

Your mom