I think i am going to keep my baby but i dont know if i should give it up or raise her myself. I haven’t told my parents yet and i don’t want to i think that if i told them they would try to make me get a bortion and if i went through that i couldn’t live with myself. Me and Ben have been discussing telling my parents well when i say discussing i mean him saying he wants to and me crying. I feel so stressed out and so confused i just don’t think i would make a great mum. It is breakig my heart though to think that my parents might not be in my baby’s life. i just feel so sad and alone and i need to talk so this is why i am talking to you guys because you know what i am going through.
Charlie(ben’s nickname for me)
btw ben is my babydaddy/boyfriend