I am new to this website and first things first: my fiancé and I are having a baby. We are scared, but excited at the same time. I am just overwhelmed because of the different emotions I am experiencing. I hate getting mad at my fiancé, for little things (sometimes nothing at all). We found out that I was pregnant on September 10th. That was a rough day to find out because my older brother was going through some complications with his ex-girlfriend, who also had a son, and my mom was/is putting pressure on the two of us. After over a month later, I still haven’t come to terms to tell her. When I was about to after spending the weekend with my older sister, she found out that she was pregnant too. She immediately told our mother which also caused some stress. Once again, my mother expected the best out of me and I just almost started crying, breaking down. I am keeping this secret away from my sister because she had a miscarriage last October. I feel as if she would hate me and be mad at me if she ever knew. My stepbrother’s girlfriend is pregnant and it took Allie, my sister, almost five months to be okay with it. I know I need the proper care. My fiancé’s friend had found a place in a nearby town called Heart Beat that is completely confidential and offers almost everything for free. If I attend meetings, I will be able to receive baby clothes, maternity clothes, and even a free car seat or crib. I have no idea how to break it to my mother or stepfather, but my fiancé and I agreed to try and put it off as long as possible.