Dedicated to Sophia Avianna Mona, my baby.

When I knew I had you

It was hard for me to accept the truth

The truth that I’m having an angel soon

And the decision I made in order for you to bloom

I’m scared to be alone in giving you life

But I chose this just to make you mine

My heart sings of joy every time

Cause you know, you’re always on my mind

I never dreamed of having you,

though I dream of you, gorgeous baby, and it feels so true

You might come for an instant

No wonder why others wanted to separate us 

But I refused to cause you’re important

Others may think its a mistake

Don’t mind them cause you’re mine and it can never be break

I love you, you know how much cause its too much

Both of us were excited to see you

To touch you and to live with you…

That’s how much we expect you to come out in this world

To see such a gorgeous baby that would be mine for the rest of my life

Hoping of you to have

There, it was a pain, I a rush

Thought it was not serious

Lately, I began to feel nervous

I cried when I felt something come out of me

I saw you. I held you in my palms just to be sure if its really you

Baby, you got your head

You’re bending and you’re dead… :'(

Do you really want to let go?

Cause it really hurts when you say so…

Thought I’d be facing my motherhood..

But you won’t let me so there I stood

Why baby? Why?

I don’t want you to die…

You didn’t even say goodbye…

If you want to, I will let u fly…

Baby goodbye…

I will be missing you…

I love you so much…