the superflouos feeling…

I never thought this strange feeling would suddenly embrace me… That night, I wrapped my hands around my shoulder, a cold and eccentric wind… I felt so secure and safe… Eveeeeeeeer………. It’s a nice feeling that I never felt before….. All the burden was unloaded in me…..

I think I really deserve it!!!!!!!!!!!!

heart’s confusion

I didn’t really know what to do….

Should I have to hold onto him forever even if he can’t give that assurance I’m wanting?… Omg!! He can never be mine… He can never really be mine…

heart cries…….

It’s hard to tell when it is right to burst out of all this pain in my heart… I don’t know where to start. I felt like I was dumb…..