12 weeks already

OK, so I’m nearly 12 weeks now and one of the guys is happy about all of this. He even wanted to see the belly is starting to get.

The other guy, well, he hasn’t said a word to me since I told him. Kinda sucks cos I like him. But face it, he only wanted me over after he had drinks and always got a girlfriend after he had me over so I dunno. I still like him, but the first guy talks to me and he is really sweet too. I’m waiting till this thing comes out to see whose it is.

I got told I might lose it if I get it done now

arrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I was on the pill but kinda got knocked up.

I don’t know who the dad is cos I’ve been sleeping with two guys. I told them both and they both want me to get rid of it. I’ve already lost one before when I was with my boyfriend. He didn’t want it but I wouldn’t get rid of it so he hit me when I was three months along. That was over a year ago and I never stopped thinking about it. I don’t want a kid. I have two years of study to do and I’ve had to quit one job already but I can’t just get rid of it cos it was a mistake.

It’s just not fair to do. Arghhhhhh!