Is this stupid?

I really want to be pregnant now, yah my boyfriend is def not onboard that train..I feel like I can't make things right unless I have another and raise it right, happy, and healthy. Is this stupid? Am I just making a hasty decision? I have no idea I just need some advice, or someone to talk to.

My Story

My name is Kara i'm 18 and I had an abortion exactly a week ago. It was the worst decision of my life..I hammered it into my head that abortion was for the best, and that a baby would be too much of a hassle. I can't even describe the pain i'm in which i'm sure some of you also feel..I would give anything to have my baby back..its like theres an emptiness inside of me (more…)