Bradan Andrew Robbins

To my Baby Angel,

Mommy and Daddy love you so much. We were so sad to hear that you left us. You are in a better place now though. A place where there is no pain, sadness, or bad. A place with only good. I couldn’t have given you all that down here, so I guess you are better off where you are anyway. A lot changed in the short time that you have left us. Mommy and grandma are a lot closer now and don’t fight as much as we used to. And Mommy is now living with Daddy to help me get out of this depression. School is the hardest for me. Everyone stares at my belly a lot more than before you left. There are crazy rumors going around about what happened. But they are starting to go away. Anyway, the reason I’m writing you this letter, Braden, is to tell you that you are missed lots, and will never be forgotten. Not a day goes by that Mommy and Daddy don’t talk about you. You are our garden angel now, watching over us, keeping us safe, and leading us down the right paths. And know that if I could go back and change things, I would. I will see you again someday in heaven.

Love, Your Mommy and Daddy

Can anything fill this empty feeling?

A month ago today, I found out I had a miscarriage…

I remember the nurse searching for the heartbeat on the ultrasound… But never finding it. The doctor later came in and told me the news. Ever since then, it’s like I’ve been in a daze. Yeah, I’m only 14 and too young for a baby… But I was actually looking forward to it.

Does anyone know what I should do to fill the empty space in my heart?

To all the teen mom’s

I don’t see how some people do it.

I always thought if I got pregnant, I’d be strong and be able to do It. Now that it’s happened, I’m finding it’s not that easy. I wish I could go back in time to make this mistake go away. I do wish I would have listened to my parents about safe sex. So to everyone who’s had a baby at a young age… I idolize you. I’m feeling really helpless right now………..

Don’t know if I can do it……