I’m currently 15 and wanting a baby very badly. It’s almost sad to admit, i think. Over the past few weeks i seem to notice that at least once a day i see a young child, and it hurts me emotionally to see that and i think, why can’t i have joy like that? I need help because even though my boyfriend and i have talked, we’ve agreed to wait. But i don’t think he’s sees how much i’m struggling. Please if there’s anything that i can try to dulls the blows i’m being hit with, anyones words would be wisdom.