Lost –

So i haven't been on here in a while.  A brief re-cap of my story is that I got engaged to Alberto on 12/31/05.  5 days later i found out i was pregnant due 9/4/06.  He basically forced and manipulated me to have an abortion.  Exactly 1 year later i was pregnant again and had my daughter sofia on 9/11/07.  She will be 2 this september.  Now last week i found out Im pregnant again and hes now telling me again to get another abortion.  I am so depressed and distraught right now ….WTF?!?!?!?! Im almost 26 …..im not a kid why am i dealing with this and he is almost 33. Why are men so afraid and immature.