Dear People,

I’m really young and got pregnant. The father of my baby is a lot older and I’m finding out it’s better that he’s not in our life. I’m due in less than 2 weeks and I love my baby and can’t wait to have him and see his face for the first time.

My baby’s father is a very good person. He’s doing things and getting himself into bad trouble. I can’t help but wanna help him. He did nothing for me when we talked. It’s not that I want to be with him, but I always thought when I got pregnant I would be married and in love and I’m not. I want someone special in my life who cares for me and just wants me to be happy. I don’t want anyone around my baby, especially a bunch of guys, but I think that’s what I need because I go to school and my friends have boyfriends and girlfriends that they spend their time with.

I don’t want to get involved with someone because I’m still hurting from his father. I just want someone that accepts me for who I am, can be a good friend because I really don’t have anyone in my life that I can call a really good friend.

I’m now lonely because I’ve always been the type of girl that has a lot of friends but I’ve pulled away from people because they’re not being what I need them to be for me right now.