I'm really young and got pregnant. The father of my baby is alot older and im finding out its better that he's not in our life. Im due in less than 2 weeks and i love my baby and can't wait to have him and see his face for the first time.
My baby's father is a very good person.Hes doing things and getting himself into bad trouble. I can' ;t help but wanna help him. He did nothing for me when we talked, its not that i want to be with him, but i always thought when i got pregnant i would be married and in love and im not. I want someone special in my life who cares for me and just wants be to be happy. I dont want anyone around my baby especially a bunch of guys, but i think thats what i need because i go to school and my friends have boyfriends and girlfriends that they spend their time with.
If i dont want to get involved with someone because im still hurting from his father. I just want someone that accepts me for who i am, can be a good friend because i really dont have anyone in my life that i can call a really good friend.
Im now lonely because I've always been the type of girl that has alot of friends but I've pulled away from people because they not being what i need them to be for me right now.