I’m 21 years old and I’ll graduate on April 3 with a degree in Journalism and with a baby on my womb. Right now, my parents don’t know my situation. They expect me to have a wonderful future. Can’t believe that I’ll be in this situation, it’s like I was trapped by my boyfriend. The moment we found out that we’ll have a child, he told me that it was his plan. He really loved me, it was his way of trapping me. Right now, I’m really confused about whether to keep our baby or consider abortion. He was just 19, a 3rd year college student. Can’t believe that he did this to me. What’s worst is, I don’t love him the way he loved me. I have many dreams, I don’t want to have a child yet.

With regard to our child, I already have a name for him/her, “Carley Gayle” if she is a girl and “Hero Carley” just in case he’s a boy..

Right now, I’m really confused and to make it worst, I have a hard time studying. I always feel sick, sleepy, and most of the time, my head aches…

Gosh… May God help me… I’m really confused… I don’t know how to tell my parents, how to deal with my boyfriend who’s really weird. He told me that he really loved me but then there’s always rumors about him. He’s a varsity player and my friend told me that he’s seeing other girl despite the fact that we’ll be having a child soon..

Sometimes, when its time to go to sleep. I wish that I’ll not wake up. I’m praying to God that soon things will be over…

Gosh… I really don’t know what to do…