Scared then I’ve ever been.

[b][color=#660099]I’m eighteen, and this hardcore christian. I’ve been seeing this boy for about half a year now, and we’re both now, sexually active (we gave our virginity to eachother). But now, we’ve stopped, because, we’ve had the biggest scares of our lifes. I seriously feel pregnant. Everything I’ve read, those simptoms are me. I want to get help. I want to find out for sure, but I’m scared. I cant tell my mom,because, I’m a pastors kid. I’m not a bad girl. I had always planned on getting married a virgin. We would use condoms, but only after he would withdrawl. and I know tahts bad. and I feel stupid. I feel so alone. I dont know what to do. I want to find out, really bad, but Idont want to find out alone. My boyfriend lives in a city 20 minutes away.. and we see eachother 3 times a week, and when we do, the local clinic isnt open, or now, we’re not alone very much. Its either at church, or at my house. I want to go find out, even if it is an EPT, but I have no one to go with. I dont know what to do… I feel all the simptoms listed on the other page.. and I’m graduating in 12 days. I’m scared. Maybe I just need someone to talk to.. also, like, my stomach twitches, alot lately, I dont know if that has anything to do with this, I’ve never asked anyone who was pregnant if that happens, but yeah. It’s been two months, like I might have said earlier… Two months since my last menstal cycle, and about a month and a half since we slept together.
someone please help.