2 weeks ago, I found out I was four weeks pregnant. Today, I was currently six weeks pregnant until about 1:00 this afternoon. I had an abortion.

I cried. I don’t think I made the right decision. I’m in very little pain and no bleeding, but I honestly think I only got the abortion to make everyone else happy when I really wasn’t happy with what I was doing. My boyfriend and his mom had kind of pushed me to have the termination. I saw the baby today on the ultrasound. It was so cute it hurt my heart, I haven’t cried to my mom or anyone. I just feel really alone right now. This seems so unreal. In a way, I want to get pregnant again, but idk that’s just being selfish & sick. I don’t know what to do right now. I don’t know if I should be mad or sad or happy?

I’m really confused. /: