I think I’m pregnant…now what?

I’m in a difficult situation. I’m late for my period and I’m taking the pregnancy test tomorrow morning, but I have a feeling that I am pregnant. I was raped by my ex boyfriend. We were sexually active when we were together. I know this was wrong. My parents do not even know that he was my boyfriend, let alone that we were sexually active. I am the "good girl" who would never in a million years do something like that.

Well, I’ve asked God for forgiveness for my past choice and resolved not to fall back into that sexual sin, but my ex felt like he still had the right to me even though we weren’t even going out (and he cheated on me with two girls, just kissing, and has been experimenting with drugs lately). He couldn’t take "no" for an answer–he didn’t believe that I meant it. There have been times before when I started off by "no" but eventually let in, but now there are potentially grave consequences.

Yes, a condom was used, and it did not break. He didn’t want to impregnate me or anyone else for that matter. I was not on the pill or any other sort of birth control. It was, however, during my ovulation!

Well, now I don’t know what to do. First, I will need to tell my parents because I cannot go through this alone–I need their support. But I don’t know what to tell them. When I tell them that I was raped, I’m afraid they will ask me who it was. I do not want to tell, as this could open a can of worms. Also, I do not want my ex to have anything to do with this child. Would it be the right thing to do not to tell him at all?

Please help me. I am so scared. 🙁