Kaitlin,
I happened upon this website and I just wanted to let you know there is hope. I am a mom of 2 beautiful boys! I know you are scared right now, but step back and take a breath. You will get through this. I went through the same thing with my husband (yes we have been married now for 10 years!) and it was scary! Just know that if you in your heart are NOT wanting a baby right now, there are so many out there that DO! We are wanting to adopt ourselves and are just waiting for God to bless us with that GIRL! I personally can’t have any more children due to medical problems. Please know I will listen if you need me too. Good luck sweetie.
In Christ,
mackGreen