Today is exactly two years ago since I had my abortion and it feels like I have not made one step closer to recovering. I spent most of the night crying the other having nightmares.. I have my sonogram in my pocket today, I want my baby close to me.. I wish I could make this pain go away, but its hard when I don’t have any support system at home from anyone. everyone tells me to get over it, no one sits and tries to comfort me.. Its really hard… I wish I never did what I did. Any girl considering an abortion, please think long and hard about it. If its right for you, then do it. It hurts twice as much if you do it for someone else and not yourself, I can tell you that much.