So I’m finally 33 weeks, thinking back to when we took the pregnancy test in August. Time has flown. Seriously, this sounds a bit harsh, but I’m now fed up with being pregnant. Nothing fits and sleeping is a complete nightmare! I can’t seem to get comfy at all.

However, I always seem to smile when I see my baby girl move in my belly. It’s like she’s saying, ‘Hey, I’m in here… Remember’

So anyway, my mum’s organized my baby shower and it’s this upcoming Saturday (24th of March). She’s done an amazing job setting up all the decorations and the centre piece and I can’t wait to see what happens. Words can’t describe how supportive my parents are and I’m so incredibly grateful that I have them for when times get tough.

I went down to Essex (near London) to see [redacted’s] mum. For those who don’t know who Jason is, he is my fiancé 🙂 anyways… His mum was diagnosed with breast cancer before Christmas and has been going back and forth to the hospital. I’ve already met his dad and he’s been so supportive of our choice in having our baby, I just thought it would be better if I traveled down to see her before the baby’s born. She is lovely and seems happy about the baby. I came back on Tuesday after being there from Sunday early morning, ready so my fiancé and I could make our midwife appointment on Wednesday.

It’s now Sunday again (Mother’s Day) and trying to get around with this belly is like trying to do an obstacle course! My fiancé’s gone back to Essex to see his parents and while I’m stuck here, it’s back to being on my own again. It’s so hard because I sort of feel I’m doing this by myself as he is hardly ever here. I just hope he sticks to his word and gets us a place to live because I don’t want to always depend on my mum and dad. The cots are now up and her wardrobe is ready and now the room is TIDYY!! I’ve got half of my hospital bag ready and now am making a start on the baby’s bag.

Anyway, that’s all for now I’ll update soon 🙂