Hello, I’m so excited..  I have been blessed from God to give me such a precious life. I haven’t told my father about my pregnancy, which is kinda stressful but, it’s a time when I would like to spill the beans on him. I’m going to set up a doctor appointment this week.

I have been thinking about my baby daddy who I haven’t talked to lately, may he haven’t talk to me. I gave him the number to my house phone, but he hasn’t rang my phone yet. You know he has a daughter which makes me his second baby momma. I hope he don’t think I need money from him b-cuz my family will help me with that. All I need him to do is be a good father. That’s all I need for him to do… I pray God he is willing to suffer with me through our ups and downs. Lately, I have been having strong feelings for him. Just b-cuz I’m carrying his son or daughter. But hopefully it will be a girl. I said I wanted a boy b-cuz he already has a little girl. I thought that since he has a little girl, and I have a boy, he’d want to stay with me forever. But I came to a conclusion that if he wanted stay, he will, and if he wants to leave, he will. It will matter if I have is son nor daughter. So I hope that Jesus blesses me with a little girl. If he gives me a son, I will take it and love it just as much if he was my daughter as well. I believe that Jesus will give me everything I ask for b-cuz he has already.

I just pray pray my baby daddy be here for me and our precious child as well. B-cuz I love him so much. (: