Next time

Next time she’ll say no

when they offer beer

Next time she’ll say no

when they offer Jack

Next time that they ask

she is going to say no

she is too young

she is too young

Next time she’ll say no

when they invite her along

Next time she’ll say no

when he touches her chest

Next time that they ask

she is going to say no

she is too young

she is too young

do what is best

Realty is hitting me… It’s not going to be all sunshiny days and happiness…

I wanna do so much stuff in my life that I can’t do with my baby…and I realize that I can’t give her all that I want to give her… I was looking at the adoption boards at church and there are a lot of families that can’t have a baby…I was thinking about the wonderful gift I could give them…I also thought of how much joy my little brother brought to our family when we adopted him 10 years ago…

I think I’m gonna pray and see what God wants me to do… I talked to my boyfriend about it and he likes the idea… I have hope in this… There are so many families that can give my Layla a wonderful life!!

Not The Mothering Type

Hello Hello Hello Standupgirl-ians. Here I am taking the afternoon off from parenthood.

My Ball of Energy is with her Nana for the day, which I suspect won’t actually be the full day since my mother can’t handle Miss Bouncy Pants for that long. (She’s called five times since 9:00) Don’t get me wrong, I’m thankful for my mother even suggesting taking my daughter for any length of time. Truth be told, my mother was never the “mothering” type. My sister and I were raised by a nanny while my mother enjoyed outings with the girls. So, I am thankful she is taking an interest in my daughter.

Anyone out there in SUG world have a similar story? I’d be interested.

my desision

When I was 18, I found out that I was two months pregnant.

At first, it didn’t hit me that I was no longer just supporting myself, I had to bring a child up in the world. I was with the baby’s dad for two years. I thought I was in love, When he found out, he pressured me into getting an abortion. He said that if I loved him, I would do that for him. He even went to my parents and talked to them to see if they would support his decision and of course, they thought it would be best. I ended up getting it done, and to this day I regret my decision of going through with it and giving up my baby. My boyfriend left me at 3 months pregnant and so I felt like I had nobody. I went back to school and found an amazing guy who understands me and treats me well. He agrees that one day, I will have another try at being a mom.

I was not ready and I try to be strong, but there are times that I just sit down and cry my eyes out, but I know one day, I will get to see my baby…

Momma loves you, baby.

what should i do?

So I just found out I’m pregnant like 2 days ago and it’s stressing me out.

I hate when people get abortions because I feel like why should you pay for your child to be murdered? But now, that is a choice I might have to make. Me and the father are trying to decide what would be best: keep the baby or abort. The reason we have to do this is because he is a lot older than me and we are scared that if we keep it, then my mom will send him to jail. I really don’t know what to do. I feel like this is one of the hardest things I have ever had to face.

I need suggestions, people. Please help me.

R.I.P~Carson Maire Dawn~

On Friday afternoon, I was in a car accident that cost me my unborn baby’s life.

The seatbelt plus airbags pushing on my stomach cost me my baby girl. 09/24/2010 was the day you were taking from me too early. You were only 6 months in my stomach. My body hurts and pains for you. Carson, Mommy misses you soooooo much. Wish you were still here with me. Can’t believe you’re gone already. You’ll be missed dearly and I will never forget you ever. Carson Maire Dawn, you’re in my heart always and forever. God take care of my baby girl for me.

09/24/10 R.I.P CARSON MARIE DAWN!!!:(