Ok, so here’s the deal…me and my boyfriend had unprotected sex a week ago.
I know it was really stupid because I just had a baby a month ago. And I know you’re most fertile after having a baby. Hence why I’m so freaked out. I mean, it only took me two weeks to get pregnant before, and now all I can think about is how easy it’s going to be this time. I’m so terrified. An even worse thing, is if I have to wait much longer to find out, I’m going to start hoping I am. That scares me even more. I shouldn’t want another baby. I have my hands full with one. He’s only a month old. How could I deal with two babies both under a year old? I just don’t know. I’m so so so scared. Me and my boyfriend can deal with it, but it will be so hard. See, when I was in 8th grade (I’m in 11th now), I just knew that I was going to end up pregnant before I graduated high school. Wouldn’t you know it, three years later, positive pregnancy test. And after my son was born, all I could think of was “I’m going to be going through this again sometime in the next two years.” My instincts were right before, now I’m scared they might be again.
Everyone I’ve talked to said the possibilities of me being pregnant again are pretty big and I have a feeling, if it’s not this scare, it’s the next. Someone, please please please help settle my fears. I’m so scared.
I am 13 and in 2007, I was raped. I was REALLY late for my period. I was 3 MONTHS late!! So me and my mum went in for a pregnancy test and of course…I was pregnant!!! My mum automatically got me an appointment for an abortion.
I still regret it to this day. For the first 6 months after that, I cut myself. I realize that now because I was put in a foster home and a crisis unit for a couple months.
If anyone needs to talk about deciding to get an abortion or not, I’m here.
Sorry I haven’t been on for so long but I’ve been really buzzy.
Well, this is an update… I am now 20 weeks and 3 days pregnant. I find out the sex of the baby this Thursday, May 15th.
I can’t wait I’ll let everyone know when I find out. :O)
February 6, 2007. I was 14, and happier than I ever could be. I went with some friends to a party for my birthday. There, I was raped. I was ashamed and didn’t want anyone to know. So I acted like everything was so perfect.
March came around and I still hadn’t had a period since before that night. I started to get a little worried, but if I had said anything, I would have to admit that I had gone to the party and that I wasn’t strong enough to keep a guy off of me. I still kept it a secret.
April. Morning sickness kicks in and my mom thinks it’s the stomach flu. She has no clue. I knew I was pregnant. There was no doubt in my mind at this point, but still, I told no one.
May. The secret was getting harder to keep. Everytime I was in view of people, I would suck in my gut to keep hiding it. At first, this wasn’t hard. It was mostly to keep people admiring how “skinny” I was. The middle of this month, I felt the baby move.
June. People started asking if i was pregnant, but I kept denying it. I told them I had not had sex yet, so it was impossible. My friends and I joked a lot about my “pregnant belly” and me bein a fatty because I ate more, but still I was the only one who knew.
July. I went on with life as if nothing was happening. It was harder to hide my belly, especially with swim suits, but I managed. Until the Sunday, July 15, 2007, the day my parents found out I was pregnant. My mom asked me if I wanted to get on birth control. I told her I wasn’t having sex so I didn’t need to, because I knew it could hurt my baby if I would take it. She kept insisting and said well, I just want to make sure you don’t get caught in the moment and get pregnant. I told her I thought I already was. She was surprisingly calm and didn’t ever yell at me. She got a home pregnancy test and about 6:30 that night, we confirmed with a big plus sign that I was no doubt pregnant. I went to the doctor and told my friends. The hardest person to tell was “Kody.” He has been my best friend since we were nine and I love him with all my heart. He took it hard and didn’t know what to say. I told him about the rape, and I think that put him over the edge. He started to shy away from me. The Secret changed our relationship, in both good and bad ways.
August. School started and I was scared to death! I didn’t want people thinking I was a whore. I didn’t want to tell people I was raped either. So I came up with the story. The Story was that I had met a guy at the party and things got kinda outta control and that’s how I got pregnant. I told everyone that he didn’t want to be a part of our lives. Every one believes it. Everyone at school was a lot more supportive than I thought they were going to be; at least to my face. People still talked and would spread rumors, but that was to be expected. I wasn’t the only one at my school. There were three of us, and we all started to talk and become closer. The school guidance teacher started a group where all of us would get out of class and just talk about what was going on and who was saying what about us. It was soooo helpful. I found out I was having a girl.
September. I couldn’t be a cheerleader which kinda disappointed me, but I got over it. I was happy and not ashamed at all that I was pregnant at only 15.
October. I was tired all the time and plans started to be set up with the school about maternity leave. I decided I was going to go to school up until the day I went into labor, and then stay out until I felt ready to go back to school. I got out of PE, because my PE teacher didn’t want me going into labor in his class. I got to leave every class right in the middle to pee, and was excused if I was late because I was in the bathroom. Everyone wanted to know when I was going to go into labor, and if they could touch my belly, and if I would let the school know when i had her, and if they could get me presents. I was bombarded with questions, and getting bigger by the day.
November 14, 2007 was my due date. Gracelynn, however, had different plans.
I went into labor October 29th at 9:28 pm. That was my first hard contraction. I was in labor for 5 hours and 17 minutes. Gracelynn Jean was born October 30, 2007. I had an easy delivery, and Grace was really healthy. She weighed 6 lbs 13oz and was 21 in. long. She is perfect in every way.
So I just found out that I’m pregnant.
I’m 5 weeks now, and 3 days ago, my boyfriend broke up with me because he doesn’t love me and didn’t want to hurt me or whatever. Says he’s not mature enough to be a dad, but I don’t think that means that I can’t still have this baby. He, on the other hand, would like me to have an abortion. I really don’t know exactly how I feel about that cuz I could have one and possibly regret it forever or have a kid and be poor forever.
My brother’s girlfriend had an abortion last year. She’s a great person, and tries to be happy. but she can’t forgive herself and he regrets it every day.
i just don’t want to make an emotion based decision. I want to make the right one.
So I am 16 and I had a daughter that was a victim of an abortion…..
So yea, a lot of people say that it is okay to get one but it is killing your child…
THEY HAVE FINGERNAILS AND EYES AT 2 MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!
