Baby..
I hope you can forgive me for what I have done. I do love you I really do. Not a day goes by when I don’t think about you. I always wonder what you would be like and what you would look like. I wish I could have held you in my arms. I’m sorry. I wonder what it would have been like with just me and you, cuddling and playing all day long. I love you so much. I always want you to know that. Walking into that hospital knowing that I will never get to see you or hold you just once. I know you would have been the most beautiful little boy or little girl. I will never see you walk your first steps or say your first words. I wish I could have seen you grow up. Just know that you are always in my heart and not one day will I ever go without thinking about my baby girl. I knew in my heart you were going to be my baby girl. I love you so much. Please forgive me for what I have done to you and for not giving you the chance, but you must know that I did this for you.
I couldn’t have given you the best, which you deserve. <3
Okay, well basically, I only just found out 2 days ago that I was three weeks pregnant. I was shocked at first, and so was my boyfriend who I have been with for 10 months now. We are very in love with each other and believe we will stay together forever.
When my parents found out, my mum started to cry. She shouted and got mad at first, obviously, and my dad was heartbroken. But my mum told me, that whatever I chose to do she and my dad will be with me 100% and I told her I didn’t want it. At that time, I hadn’t even thought about it much. But after really long thinking me and my boyfriend decided we did want it, and do well in our school work to give it a good future.
So I told my mum and she started to tell me what would happen. She said my family would all be gutted about it and will be very disappointed. She also said that we are making a really big mistake and that it will ruin our lives and my sisters would get bullied and all my friends would hate me. Now I’m scared of all that happening and I really don’t know what to do anymore. I want this baby, but my mum should know what’s best for me, right? So should I follow her advice and get rid of it? Or should I keep it? I honestly don’t know how hard it will be, having a baby at 15, and right now I’m under so much stress and I really don’t know what to do.
Please Help?
Sorry, this is so long by the way (:
My boyfriend of one year told me he loved me. I believed him. We had sex. I got pregnant. I was waiting in my house to tell him when I heard the doorbell ring. So in my haste to get to the door, I fell down the stairs. My father found me with blood all around my lower area. At the hospital, they told me I was 4 weeks pregnant and I had miscarried. IN FRONT OF MY DAD. To say he was mad is an understatement.
He was so disappointed in me. I never even got the chance to tell my boyfriend. Never got the chance to cry over the baby I lost.
When I finally got the chance to tell him “I was pregnant, but he’s not there anymore.” He was furious thinking I had an abortion! No Way! I didn’t even get the chance to explain.
I got an infection 2 weeks later. Long story short. I CAN’T EVER HAVE KIDS.
Be thankful for what you have.
Hi..
I found out I was pregnant a week ago. It is still trying to sink in. I am not with the father. I have not yet told him, but I’m waiting for the best time to tell him. I see my midwife on Monday and I will find out how far along I am. A few family members and friends have suggested I get an abortion, but I’m not strong enough to do so, but it has put it into thought as I have a lot of goals in my life. My parents are very supportive and my brothers and sisters are too. One of my sisters is due to have her baby in June and I don’t know how she feels about my situation and how it will affect her and her baby as we all live with our parents. I really need some advice on what to do. I always take into consideration that maybe open adoption will be good, but it is just too much to take in at this time.
I just need Help!!
Um… I’m not exactly sure how these blogs work!!! So I’m just going to talk about how much my life sucks!!!!
Well, I’m 16 and 6 months pregnant with my baby girl. I was excited at first bcuz I got engaged and everything!! But now he is denying it’s his!! IDK why, but he is! I was a freaking virgin when I met him and he knows it!!! His parents don’t like me bcuz they say I’m bad 4 him! It’s not my fault he knocked up a 16-year-old. He is also white and I’m black and his parents think that’s wrong too
So…. I don’t know what to do.
I guess it’s no surprise that a 17-year-old with piercings from drug-addict parents and a white trash background got knocked up. I guess it’s no surprise that my boyfriend is almost ten years older than me and lives in another state. These things, society expects from me.
What they don’t expect is I never considered abortion, I don’t plan to sell my baby, and I’m a really good student. Well as of today, I haven’t taken a test, but I’m a week late for my period. I’ll be taking the test on Sunday. How do I know I’m pregnant?
1. I’m late
2. My dad gave me a phoenix necklace, which to me, a phoenix is the symbol for a baby
How did this happen?
I could simply tell you I’m an idiot or make up some lie about needing to score. But that would be wrong. I don’t do drugs. I have had sex for things before; food, money for food, rides, etc. But that’s not how I got here.
I got here because for once in my life, I decided to act my age, I decided to be irresponsible and throw caution to the wind. My boyfriend came to pick me up on Friday and that night we had sex, I told him I wasn’t on birth control and to pull out and he did. That morning we had sex again, but this time he didn’t. I yelled at him and he said it was no big deal. He’d get me Plan B. All day, I bugged him to get it. Finally, at 8 pm, we went to the pharmacy. He came out empty-handed and told me they wouldn’t give it to a guy and I flipped out and he said he was kidding, it wasn’t open. So we went to a different pharmacy and when he came out, he hid it under his shirt and said they were out of it, but I heard the crinkling and got it. When we got back to his house, I was gonna take it right away, but he said to wait till it was on the hour so we could remember when I took it. So I did and then I took the first one. He had unprotected sex again that night, he said the Plan B would still work. And in the morning, we had unprotected sex again. Then in the morning, I took the second one.
Now the one detail that makes me sound horrible, but is kinda important is that this was the first time I had ever met him. But he was so sweet to me. He took me out to these amazing restaurants and bookstores and the train station. And it was just a magical evening.
