It takes tym to find yourself and finding the true mean on survival is another task at hand. We become so fragile and afraid that we forget to speak out and be heard, in order to be saved and set free. It took me a while to find the voice inside me, the funny part is it was always there but i never took the tym to listen until i fell and became a victim of abuse.
I hide all the pain inside me afraid to speak out for i feared the man i slept with, i cooked for, he was my fiance but treated me lyk his possession. I did as i was told to avoid an arguement because i knew what would happen if i tried to say what i f elt.
I thank God for the courage he gave me, because the day i was set free was because i the power and strength to listen to the voice within and speak my mind, i did not care what he would do to me then but i knew he had to hear me. Than i got the courage to tell him its over and i walked out tall and proud. Yes i still do think about him but thats because love does not die that easily and a part of me will always care but its good to be free because im able to love myself unconditionally and face the future with out fear.
dedicated to sophia avianna mona ..my baby.
when i knew i have u
its hard for me to accept the truth
the truth that im having an angel soon
and the decision i made in order for u to bloom
im scared to be alone in giving u life
but i chose this just to make u mine
my heart sings of joy everytime
cause u know,ur always on my mind
i never dreamed of having u,
though u dream i gorgeous baby and it feels so true
u might came for an instant
no wonder why others want to separate us
but i refused to cause ur important
others make think its a mistake
dont mind them cause ur mine and it can never be break
i love u,u know how much cause its too much
both of us were excited to see u
to touch u and to live with u..
thats how much we expect u to come out in this world
to see such a gorgeous baby that would be mine for the rest of my life
hoping of u to have
there it was a pain i a rush
thought it was not serious
lately i began to feel nervous
i cried when i felt something went out of me
i saw u,i held u in my palms just to be sure if its really u
baby,u got ur head
ur bending and ur dead..:'(
do u really want to let go?
cause it really hurts when u say so..
thought i’ll be facing my motherhood..
but u wont let me so there i stood
why baby ? why?
i dont want u to die..
u didnt even say goodbye..
if u want to,i will let u fly…
baby goodbye..
i will be missing u…
ilove u so much…
Help im a 14 year old girl who hasn’t even started high school and doesn’t even have a life thats in order and im pregnet. I used to be a party girl. I used to be a girl who didn’t care for conqueses but now i have to care. A friend told me to do an aportion but i can’t live with the thought of me killing my baby or even loosing it. My ex boyfriend or my baby daddy said to do an aportion he doesn’t want anything to do with the baby and its a good think to because he’s the worst and i don’t my baby around anybody who like the daddy. WEll now that im gong to be a mommy i have to start doing mommy things and i have no clue what to do. I was one of those girls that thought “it would never happen to me” and never thought bout it. I need help. How to be raise a child when im only a child myself
I know everyone always says your too young to be in love, and i always say it to people my age too. But this guy ive known him since the beginning of 7th grade we dated all school year , and created alot of feelings for each other. In the summer it didnt last cuz my mom wouldnt let me out of the house. he broke up with me and this girl got into him and she kept trying to get sex from him and they did. and all 8th grade they dated on and off and he didnt really care for her, but i guess he was really looking for sex, well now she is pregnant due in september. he regrets everything , and i was the only girl hes ever dated that hasnt used for sex, i know he loves me but most people just dont get it.
What can I do?:
1. I don’t know how to carry out this way…@ I have some searches about this case to see if I could get pregnant with an irregular period?…
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2. I take a trust pill after 3 days of having sexual intercourse… Is that OK? Can I get pregnant anymore? Is it safe?…
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3. I don’t know when can I have my menstruation period… Since I missed 2 months ago, running 3 months until now so I can’t define when is my expectation with my period ???
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I am 22 years old and about 8-9 weeks pregnant. I haven’t decided what I am going to do yet because its a very weird situation. I have an abortion october of 2009 and although it was rough it was the easiest decision for me and my boyfriend at the time. After that I had some issues my prolactin wouldn’t regulate and I wasn’t sure if I would even be able to have kids. Since then, we have tried different types of birth control only to find out that I am allergic to the lactose and hormone used to create birth control so we have been using the rhythm method ever since. I first discovered I was pregnant about 4 weeks ago when I missed my period but I started bleeding very heavily soon after and my doctor told me that I was having a miscarriage and that if I was bleeding terribly the chances of survival were slim to none. Still, when I went in for my check up that week my HCG level was at a 2 . The next tuesday I went in for another follow up because I chose to miscarry naturally without a D&C and my HCG level was at a 4. On Saturday I found out it was at a 11. So it turned out that I was pregnant with twins but I lost one. After dealing with all of this my boyfriend has been right there for me. He has been very supportive and helped me with all of this but when I mentioned to him that I wanted to keep this baby he freaked out. Which I guess is to be expected and he reasoning was just that we aren’t ready. Which is true to some degree but we know that we are going to get married and be together so thats no really an issue he just wants our lives to be stable before adding kids to the mix. And its complicated because my parents are super religious and his mother got pregnant fairly early so I get where he’s coming from but is it wrong for me to want this baby so bad. As far as practicality goes, I have one maybe two more semesters of college left but I work and make more than enough money to support a child and he has already graduated. And sure my finances are a bit more flexible than his but should that stop me from having a baby. I just would like to hear some feedback because he is a great guy and he will stand by me regardless but is what he’s saying true. There is no doubt in my mind that we will get married and have children later on so because of that should I just let this one go? Please let me know what you think.
