Hi my name is Kirstin I'm 15 and 2 weeks ago I found I was pregnant for the second time. I am now 5 weeks pregnant. The first time I got pregnant was when I was 13 years old. I chose the option to get a abortion because I knew that I couldn't take care of a baby at that age.

  It was the hardest thing I ever had to do. I cried for so long after the procedure was done . I felt like I did a horrible thing. Till this day I feel that I did a horrible thing. I promised myself if I ever got pregnant again that I would not get a abortion.

  Exactly two years later, here I am again pregnant again and by the same guy. I have been with my boyfriend for almost 3 years exactly in June and I love him to death and we live together with his parents. The only problem is that he is 4 1/2 years older than me. He is way older than me but he doesn't act his age at all. I have been through a lot in my life, so my maturity level is a lot more than most girls should be at my age. So in reality I don't look or act 15. Most people think I'm 18.

  He is now 20 yet he looks and acts like he is 16 or 17. I do believe your as old as you act and that age shouldn't matter. Anyways I don't want him to get in trouble with the law for getting me pregnant. I have talked to my family and they said I can just tell them I don't know who the father is and they will leave me alone. Is that true? But I don't want some random person to find out and anonymously report him as a sex offender and then I would never be able to see him again and I can't handle that. I don't know what to do.

  All I know is that I don't want to get another abortion as much as all my friends are telling me to do so. I can't go through that again. Please some one give me some advice on what to do this is an emergency! Thanks.