I have never been so confused in my life.  September 2, 2008 I found out I was pregnant with my first child.  I never thought about abortion or adoption and I delivered my precious son, Cayden Malachi on April 12, 2009.  After 4 months I realized I was unable to be a full-time pre-med student, hold a full time job, and be a full time mother.  I was 18 years old when he was born

.  I was so blessed that some very close (family member type) friends adopted him and let me see him on a very consistent basis…..Fast forward to October 27, 2009….I am pregnant. AGAIN!?!?!  My baby’s daddy is my best friend.  We used to date at one point, but it didn’t really work out.  We are still very very close and sleep together on a regular basis.  Apparently the birth control shot I was taking had worn off.  Anyways, to make matters worse my father is a music pastor, and my mother…well she can be a real @$$ sometimes.  The father and I have been discussing our options.  He also has an 18 month old child with another woman.  He swears that he will not tell his parents about our child whether we chose abortion, adoption, or to keep the baby.  I don’t agree with abortion, but right now its seeming to be the only option there is.  My body suffered so bad through my last pregnancy.  I don’t know if I can be pregnant for 18 months almost solid!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!