I know you never got the chance to hold me, to see me smile, to look into my eyes... and I know that the pain of regret rips through your heart every day because you miss me. But mommy, I want to tell you that I love you so much and I forgive you. I understand that you were so very scared, and didn't know what to do. It hurt me because I wanted to be with you, but mommy it's ok now. I'm with the angels in heaven, and I am happy and laughing. It hurts my tiny heart to look down from heaven and see you so sad, mommy. I wish that you knew how much I love you and adore you and look forward to meeting you one day! Oh mommy, please please don't cry. I know how sorry you are, i know how much you wish you could take that decision back. But i forgive you mommy. I forgive you for everything.. and God forgives you too. Now mommy, please try to forgive yourself, for me. It hurts me to see you still hurting so badly. You did what you felt was best.. and I understand. It was so scary and confusing for you. God has so much in store for your life mommy, 'cause you are so so special! Just keep holding on, and try every day to find new reasons to smile. 'Cause when you smile mommy, I smile too. And when you laugh, I giggle. Never give up mommy, because I won't give up on you! I can't wait to meet you one day! I know you miss me, and you have regrets.. but everything will be ok. I promise. You are completely forgiven and ALWAYS loved. I will be with you in your heart forever mommy. I will always be there. Until we meet and embrace...
Your little angel
- Written by Elbie