It has been 4 days since my abortion and I think I may be doing better..... I have started to see someone I can talk to about everything I am feeling.... I have also found out that one of my closest friends had an abortion done a few months ago, making her another person I can talk to about things... She has given me some great advise which is really working.... I had to go back on my medications due to doing things to myself, but once again I have a friend to talk to now....Im still not getting to much sleep, the pictures are still haunting me like you wouldnt believe.... I have also found out that my church has a group for woman who have gone through the samething.... I still wish I could turn back time and change everything.... I regret my decission and it makes my day so much hard to go through.... I keep asking myself the famous "what if" question.... Like "what if I had the baby would it have made my life better, or did I do the right thing."  I hope there will be some day soon that I can have peacefull day to relax.... I really need it soon, before I drive myself crazy.... I have my daughter for the weekend, which I hoping it will help with my mod a little....  But I am absolutly doing better....

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