Christmas news

I was with a guy for about 2 months.... we were basically living together and around the week of Christmas was when my baby was concieved... the guy and i broke up on Christmas day.. having no idea about this baby... on Dec 27th i was admitted into the hospital... the pregnancy tests came back negative... and the doctors said i had a bacterial infection... i went home that day with antibiotics to take...

I remained having pains in my stomach after the antibiotics were over and i went to the doctor on January 14th to ask for pain killers... that was the  day that i found out i was pregnant... my doctor was guessing i was about 2 weeks at the time, and that scared me because i didn't want it to not have been my ex... i was admitted into the hospital 2 hours later... and they found out on top of being FOUR weeks pregnant i had PID... caused by bacterial infections, stds etc. and i was allergic to the medicines to cure it.. i had 12 vials of blood pulled that night and two days later all std tests had came back negative... i was so relieved to had found out that, and that my baby HAD to have been my boyfriends.. well my ex. My mother had been told by my doctor that i was pregnant.. and after i was released from the hospital on Sunday..my mom informed me on Monday that i had to get an abortion or get out... this was the woman who i thought of as my best friend, and she was betraying me.. i'm now 6 weeks pregnant... the baby's father is completely out of my life. i'm out of my moms house.. I've been admitted into the hospital a second time... and the pains just continue to get worse... i do not like needles, the hospital scares me... and every time i turn around... i keep getting more sick, and not in the way of vomiting... i'm scared. i don't want to kill my baby, but my abortion appointment is on Feb 6th... i do not know what to choose or what to think. i cant do this on my own, i'm only a junior in high school.. my father and his girlfriend have taken me in... she has a 12 year old daughter who i want to be able to be a great sister for... please help me, i am scared and confused. this baby is making me very unhealthy... and i'm losing all hope..

Comments (1)

  1. MB

Hi,
I just and want to say that I am here to help and support you. Know that you and your baby are so special, despite how you have both been treated .

Abortion never solves any problems. It only takes the life of one and deeply scars the life...

Hi,
I just and want to say that I am here to help and support you. Know that you and your baby are so special, despite how you have both been treated .

Abortion never solves any problems. It only takes the life of one and deeply scars the life of the mother.

Please reach out to those who can help and support you and your baby, whether this is your father and his girlfriend. I would recommend getting in touch with a local pregnancy resource centre in your area. You can look them up here: https://www.heartbeatinternational.org/worldwide-directory

They will definitely be able to help!! Please know that I am praying for you and your baby and that if you wanna talk, I am here

Love,
Maria xo

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