dedicated to sophia avianna mona ..my baby.
when i knew i have u
its hard for me to accept the truth
the truth that im having an angel soon
and the decision i made in order for u to bloom
im scared to be alone in giving u life
but i chose this just to make u mine
my heart sings of joy everytime
cause u know,ur always on my mind
i never dreamed of having u,
though u dream i gorgeous baby and it feels so true
u might came for an instant
no wonder why others want to separate us
but i refused to cause ur important
others make think its a mistake
dont mind them cause ur mine and it can never be break
i love u,u know how much cause its too much
both of us were excited to see u
to touch u and to live with u..
thats how much we expect u to come out in this world
to see such a gorgeous baby that would be mine for the rest of my life
hoping of u to have
there it was a pain i a rush
thought it was not serious
lately i began to feel nervous
i cried when i felt something went out of me
i saw u,i held u in my palms just to be sure if its really u
baby,u got ur head
ur bending and ur dead..:'(
do u really want to let go?
cause it really hurts when u say so..
thought i'll be facing my motherhood..
but u wont let me so there i stood
why baby ? why?
i dont want u to die..
u didnt even say goodbye..
if u want to,i will let u fly...
i will be missing u...
ilove u so much...