Im 18 years old and i just graduated from high school an dalmost finished with my medical asissting certification in college. Just last week I was diagnosed with congenetal heart failure. Which sucks, because I really wanted to have a baby someday. But with the heart failure it would make the situation way to hard, for both me and the baby... Its sad but is stuff happends I guess

. Since I was told Ive push my boyfriend away... I dont want him to stay with me and have to suffer and cry thru out the procedures that are going to be going on... My blood tpye is O-, so when it comes to the point if I was to need a heart transplant, it would take a long while till I would get it... Im really confused!!!!!!!! I cry alot, not becuase of the condition, but because i dont want to risk having a baby that may come out also with some kind of defection... I also dont want to have a baby and not see em grow.. I want to be there for thier fiat day of school, and the first boyfriend or girlfriend and thier prom and wedding... i want to be there when they cry to hold them and tell em its ging to be ok... I dont want to have my pride and joy in my life... Then for mine to end so soon... I cant go on like this... Umm please give me some Advice someone!!!!!!!

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