are you with me baby?
it feels like you are :)
it makes me feel safe. it makes me feel happy
i want to make you proud baby,
i want you to be proud of your mummy
like i would be proud of you!
i still get upset, but try to think that you wouldnt like to see me cry.
i still think of you every second of everyday,
but i think of the good things,
like when i found out you were in my belly.
your in a better place now baby, where God can look after you.
dont forget me baby, i will never forget you.
you will always be my first baby, mine and daddys first child!
i will always be your mummy,
and one day- maybe not soon but i will be with you!
daddy will be with you!
and we can be a family again!!
I love you, forever!! (L)