Well i finally plucked up the courage to tell my mum... ok it was over the phone but the main thing is that its out in the open now!! PHEWW! How much better do i feel! I expected her to be in total shock and tell me how disappointed she were... But in fact she was very calm and supportive!! WOW! Obviously she asked me what i wanted to do i told her that i was unsure... she was like remember thats my grandchild too. Sooo shes gona come over at the weekend and talk to me properly about it!
I cant believe how relieved i feel now iv told her! its like a HUGE weight has been taken off my shoulders! Atleast i now know that iv got the support of my mum.