I guess like all girls finding out she's pregnant while still in school and the future ahead of her is daunting....I know I'm one of those girls.
I concieved in Oct. but never realised I was pregnant till Nov....literally the week of Thanksgiving....Oh what a holiday shocker! I had not started my peroid so that was cause for concern but not that much...I mean my peroids had been alittle wierd lately so I wasn't to concerend. I got the suprising news when I wen't in for my birth control shot.....well routinly taking my pregnancy test...the results were "POSITIVE"!
No one knew what to say...least of all me...I mean...me the girl who was bound for college. I had a gorguese boyfriend a grade average....a wonderful life it seems....well things just aren't what they are when you think you do.
Well I"m pregnant...the father will be around....just us not together...he isn't ready for a baby...and he knows it...its sad because I realised...being pregnant and having children not only means your body changes but your mind and the way you start to view life.
I want everything for my baby....I may not be able to provide it all....but God knows I will try!!! Hope everything goes alright and I found out I'm having a beautiful baby boy!!