mom kissing young boyMy name is Sarah. I am 21 years old. And I am already a mother of two young sons, Mason and Vince, who just turned one and two years old.

I just found out that I am pregnant for a third time. Only this time things aren’t so easy. My boyfriend is asking me to have an abortion. He just recently lost his job and says we can’t support another baby.

 

I was shocked and depressed when I found out. I cried for days. I was on birth control and I don’t know how it happened. I am very scared. I’m 21 and will have three kids under the age of three.

At this point, my boyfriend is telling me if I dont have an abortion we won’t stay together. I dont even know how I will raise these kids by myself. Two kids are so much work already. I just cant imagine three.

But…

I really can’t imagine having an abortion. Seeing my two sons walking around and {josquote}what beautiful miracles they are{/josquote}, I dont know. I just know I would regret it.

I dont have a job and neither does my boyfriend right now. We are both looking But I am scared because I got pregnant with my first son while I was in highschool so I never did go to college. It’s scary. I am just hoping that everything will work out.