Scared to death

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      My boyfriend and I have been together a year, a month into being together we found out we were pregnant. Im not completely against abortion, but i knew its not for me. I couldnt do that, so we were set on having the baby. I found out really early and at my 8 week drs appt. I went in so excited for my first ultrasound, only to hear the doctor tell me the babys heart stopped beating. I know I wasnt far a long at all it still emotionally killed me. so the doctor gave me misoprostal to induce the labor and get everything out. A LOT of cramping and bleeding, and more cramping and bleeding. It says its supposed to work in a couple days, to make a really long story short, within three and a half months I had to take the pills three seperate times, AND have a d&c, and still nothing was happening. The doctors finally said to just let it happen by itself. This was the worst, and hardest thing i’ve ever had to go through. After everything was done, my doctor put me on the pill, after everything I had just gone through I made sure I took the pill everyday, at the same exact time. Its been seven months since my miscarrige, and apparently, birth control doesnt work for me. I just found out I’m six weeks pregnant. Im scared out of my mind, I cant go through another miscarriage. I know that will completely break me. ince I found out early again the doctor said to come in at my 8th week, Ive never been this horrified in my life. I told everybody I was pregnant when I found out the first time, and now im scared to even tell myself because I dont want to go through all the emotional pain I went through before. Im not planning on telling anyone until Im three or four months. I have a lot of family and friends I can talk to but they wouldnt know what Im going through. I just really want to hear other girls stories and talk to someone about this.


        I know exactly how you feel. I miscarried almost a year ago at 8 weeks, and I am almost 11 weeks right now. I was so terrified of losing this baby, and getting past 8 weeks felt like an eternity. I don’t get to hear the heartbeat until Oct 26th, and my first ultrasound isn’t until about a week after that, november first. I told my mom and most of her family knows, but I’m not telling my dad or my hubby’s family until after we know the baby is okay. If you ever want to talk about anything, write on my wall . it is really scary, and you don’t have to go through any of it by yourself. Anything you want to ask, I’m an open book.

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