my story..

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    Avatarbabyboosandy

    in march of 2006 i found out i was 5 weeks pregnant..this was three weeks after my 15th bday…i told me cousin first and automatically she said abortion at the time i wasnt sure so i told her yea and then a week before i was scheduled to get it i finall y spoke out that i i didnt want to ..i was crying and everything and my mom was crying at that time i didnt really know how many things i could have done to keep my baby…my boyfriend wanted me to keep..so i was stuck..so i went along with them(my cousin and mom) and had the abortion in april…i was so depressed i was crying everyday..then the doctors put me on birth control and on may26 i switch from the pills to the shot and at that time they took a pregnancy test and it came out negative so the went ahead and gave me the shot….i was schedule for another shot on august1 but in july i felt tired and i had to pee alot…so i took a hoime test and it came out POSITIVE..omg…my boyfriend and i were so shocked but i kind of felt that i was so it was just like wow and once again he wanted me to keep it and i did too so much because the first abortion was horrible and i didnt want to feel that way again so i went in on the 1st and they told me i was 12 weeks then they told me to make prenatal appointment so i did and they took a ultra sound and everything when i saw it moving i felt like crying i felt so connected to it…then she told i wasnt 12 weeks i was 15 WEEKS AND 2 DAYS…wow and the next week i would find out if it was a boy or girl..wowww…but then of course i told my mom and she said that i have to get an abortion…i cried …i prayed i was even ready to move out and since my boyfriend was 18 he could have rent a room …i was determined not to have an abortion…but then they started telling me how his mother is going to hate me..how he is going to hate me and other things…until i finally gave in …..i cried and cried..ever since that i just dont talk to my mom really ..she tries to talk to me but i feel as though i cant trust her and i cant believe she made me kill my baby….its around 5 months later and i still cry when i see pregnant people or babies..and tomorrow which is jan.31 would have been my due date……all i can say to those teens who are pregnant as long as you have a plan and you thing you can handle it DONT GET AN ABORTION..TRUST ME ITS ONE OF THE WORST THINGS YOU CAN DO…

    #14875
    Avatarlaurzy

    Dat aint even fair!!! it shud be ur decision!!

    #14963
    AvatarWonderfulmistake

    Jeez I’m sooooo sorry you had to go through that. But where was your bf all this time? Its like he stood in the background and let this all happen didnt he have a voice? I’ve had lots of friends who were pressured to have an abortion by their bf and mothers. I also had an abortion a little over a year ago and i’m still learning how to cope with it. Well if you ever need to talk to someone feel free to send me an email.

    #14980
    Avatarangel_gal84

    i know how you feel, i had an abortion oct last year and it was not my choice, i listened to my partner and had one. Im still in a depressed mood but now i have something to cheer me up, im now 4 weeks pregnant and we are keeping it this time.

    I hope that everything works out for you hun

    #14989
    AvatarAnonymous

    I’m really sorry that you went through that…i hope that from now on you will be able to make your own choices when it comes to your life and your babies…I hope that you find peace with in you and realize that you have 2 wonderful little angels watching out for you.

    #14996
    AvatarLats

    oh my god dat really sux. ive never had an abortion so i cant imagine how that must feel. I hope your doing ok… xoxoxo

    #15017
    Avatarbweber

    i’m srry that happened but i hope u know that what ur mom did was illegal..it’s illegal to force any girl into an abortion if she doesn’t want to get one….

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