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    Avatarbernardette.x

    sunday 20th december 2009.
    my daughthers first birthday.

    only she wasnt here to see it.

    me and her dad have spilt up again.
    so i had to celebrate it on my own, and i just couldnt do it.

    ten o’clock, pm.
    i opened the big bottle of tablets.
    ten past eleven, i was in the back of an ambulance.

    i had overdosed.

    i was in hospital for 13 hours.
    my baby’s dad came when i rang him,
    2 o’clock in the morning.

    i cant handle this anymore,
    i just dont know what to do.
    i wake up every morning and hope to see little lexie-mai and ryan there with me.
    but neither of them are.

    ry is still obviously here, but i cant call him mine anymore.

    now everyone treats me differently.

    silly things make it worse.
    i want to cancel christmas.

    my mum has made me come up to hers to look after me,
    shes asking if im ok every ten minutes.
    and if i havent got a smile on my face she gets all panicy.
    the only time im left in a room on my own is when im asleep, going to toilet or in the bath.

    someone please help me,
    i cant do it anymore!

    i just want to be with my daughter,
    no matter what it takes.

    x

    #26289
    Avatariswaggaliciious

    So what happen with your daughter? Why cant you see her? Is she ok? sorry you are not stating enought details for me to reply

    #26536
    AvatarRhea_Bee

    Lexie-mai….how pretty. Everyone is concerned for you, and that’s why they’re keeping her away. You’ll get through this, hun. Just hang in there. I’m here if you want to talk 🙂

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