Dear Mommy

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    Avatarmitzieanne

    Dear Mommy,

    I am in heaven now, sitting on Jesus’ lap. He loves me and cries with me, for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be your little girl. I don’t quite understand what has happened. I was too excited when I began realizing my existence. I was in a dark yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.

    Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn’t imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, “Mommy, Mommy, help me please, Mommy help me” Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn’t anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad, the pain I can never explain. It didn’t stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying…

    I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn’t. All my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn’t know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them. I was dead.

    I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me to Jesus lap. He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me, and He answered, “ABORTION”. I am sorry, my child, for I know how it feels.” I don’t know abortion is; I guess that’s the name of the monster. I’m writing to say that I LOVE YOU and tell you HOW I WANTED TO BE YOUR LITTLE GIRL. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn’t, the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn’t want to die. Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.

    Love,
    Your Baby Girl

    #19286
    Avataralexanders_mama

    Lol I’m in the uni library how dare u make me cry lol!
    I wish everone would read this. I can’t believe some of the girls who say ;this just isn’t the right time’. How can murder be justified with ‘this isn’t the right time?’!????

    #19287
    Avataralexanders_mama

    Lol I’m in the uni library how dare u make me cry lol!
    I wish everone would read this. I can’t believe some of the girls who say ;this just isn’t the right time’. How can murder be justified with ‘this isn’t the right time?’!????

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