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January 21, 2009 at 1:31 pm #23865tay8900
Its has been one month on the 19th this month that my baby is no longer mine.A day I will never forget I have that day memorized down to a T. I read all these storys and feel just like all of you. I can’t get it out of my mind its always there, you know the horrible choice I made.Some days I wish someone would ask me about it so I could just get it all out. I can get through the day but come night time Im a mess. All the people who tell you “It just takes time to get over it”,” We can have another baby someday.”You don’t know whats it like, unless you have went through it yourself. I don’t want another baby someday I would like to have the one I HAD back.I want to rewind time. I still count down the days as if I still have him/her. 156 days to be exact, June 26th was supposed to be its birthday, Im not looking forward to that day.I miss my baby so much, and regret it everyday.I feel like me having another baby could fix my problem, but I know I will never be able to replace what I once had.
I hope it knows that I love it so much, and Im beyond sorry for what I did to you. 🙁January 22, 2009 at 9:02 pm #23879Evangeline
Hey there sweety,
Try to tune out all those people who upset you, because they don’t know what you’re feeling, people say what they think you need to hear and sometimes upset you even more. I’ve also heard the “it isn’t alive” and “we’ll have another baby” crap and it’s times like those I wanna scream!!!!!
You cannot turn back the clock, but you can learn to live with it. Take your time, try to find understanding and forgiveness for yourself before you tackle any other issues. You have to deal with your grief in your own way, because what works for others might not work for you. Also try going for therapy when you feel up to it:)
If you’re having nightmares or other sleeping problems, try getting a prescription for something to help you sleep, it’ll make a big difference.
Keep posting and updating us on how you’re doing.
Hugs, prayers and positive thoughts,
Evangeline xoxoFebruary 3, 2009 at 10:26 pm #24004Anonymous
I am so sorry for your pain! really. And I’m sorry that the people in your life don’t understand what you are going through.
I don’t know if it comforts you at all, but I’m sure that your baby is with Jesus right now. And He will make sure that it knows whatever it needs to.
I love you hun! I wish that I could give you a hug right now.February 9, 2009 at 8:46 pm #24081sophia roses mummy
hi swty i just wanted to say i know exsactly what you are going thru because i had an abortion 6months today of a litle girl when i was 6months and 1 week pregnant i was only 15 years old, now im 16. i dont think the paine and the empty feeling ever goes away but hopefully it does get better in time. and i just wanted to say keep strong and if you ever want to talk im here, luv & hugs gabby xx🙂
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