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8 years 10 months ago #1 by tpsw123
tpsw123 replied the topic: Re:i will live with it forever.
thank you for your replys. its nice to know people are behind you and not judging you...
I just wish I knew then what I know now...
I try to stay strong but even now nearly 11 years later the guilt & regret hits me like it was yesterday. xoxox

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8 years 10 months ago #2 by sophia roses mummy
sophia roses mummy replied the topic: Re:i will live with it forever.
hi swty i just wanted to say i knw how you feel i had a late abortion when i was 15 and i dont think you ever for get about what happend and the empty feeling never seems to go away, i just wanted to say keep strong and dont blame your self. <hugs> luv gabby xoxo p.s im so sorry for your loss, keep strong xo

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8 years 10 months ago #3 by emeraldforest//myheartbro
emeraldforest//myheartbro replied the topic: Re:i will live with it forever.
I am so sorry for your loss. I am 16 and have never had an abortion, so I cannot begin to imagine the pain you must be feeling... Like a part of you is missing. This past summer I was admitted to the hospital for a suicide attempt and I am now seeing a counsellor for my depression and ED. If you ever want to talk im always here. Take care hun.

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8 years 10 months ago #4 by tpsw123
tpsw123 created the topic: i will live with it forever.
i had an abortion 10 years ago when i was 16..i saw no other option. i knew my boyfriend would not support me & i was too scared to tell my parents. my boyfriend left me the week after the abortion anyway so i was right about him...
i felt so much guilt i attempted suicide, went on for counselling which i found did help me. i managed to put it to the back of my mind but it IS THERE all the time.
i went on to meet someone get married and have 2 beautiful children. i didnt think i deserved this happiness.
18 months ago i had a miscarriage & I know that this is my payback...
my marraige has subsequently ended and i know that i will never ever get over the abortion and the empty feeling that i have carried for 10 years....

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