Thank you to everyone who posted back to me but by the time I had read all of these messages it was too late. I went to the clinic because I thought that if I got there and spoke about it that I could say “no”.
Well we got to the ultrasound and by the time they had finished the ultrasound I was already under and I didn’t get a chance to say “no”. And god do I hate myself.
I love my kid and I can’t get my baby back and its killing me.
My boyfriend ended up in tears for forcing me to go there. I wish there was some way to get my baby back.
Every girl in my position — don’t wait until it’s too late. Do not let them choose for you. I made the wrong choice but by the time I went to say “no” I was gone. So if you don’t know what to do — look into your heart…
All I want is my baby back.